The Hardest Thing Is To Say Goodbye.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Hi. Did not update my blog for really really long period.
To be honest, I am just lazy of doing so. haha.
decided to blog today cuz
suddenly I m thinking of the past, again,
The Old Times

when Scouts is still important to me
I recalled of the Chinese New Year Eve in 2006
which was on 28 Feb Saturday
that is the day when Ivan Ting Zhong Hao agreed to be my gan di
yah, gan di.

3 days of CNY was full of fun and happiness for me
at least with my gan di msging with me
Gamble Gamble...
being scolded by him again and again

we had scouts camp on 12 Mar to 16 Mar
Ivan Ting was sick on the last day of the camp, having cough
its no fun seeing the closest person to u having cough

recalled how he scolded me for not doing my hmwk
not doing well for my tests and exams
and for every silly things that I have done

of cuz, quarrelled many times
but we know dat we r still close brothers
yah, I used to keep lots of god bro and sis
i noe its silly and pointless
all u nid is a truthful one
Ivan used to get jealous whenever I have new gan di or mei
he told me dat he is afraid dat I might forget him
after keeping too many
haha... how silly of you, boy.

well at least I know
he still 在乎我这个哥哥

however, after all the happy moment
bad times do happen.

on 19 April 2006, Wednesday
Ivan Ting Zhong Hao requested to disown me

my heart sank. sank for seconds,
for mintues,
for hours,
for days,
for weeks,
for months, and for years !!!
till the very TODAY.
and i believe that I will continue to miss him
and think of him, 我的好弟弟
I SWEAR
he is a good one.

人终到了失去才懂得去珍惜
为什么人终是这么的selfish

我好想你！
你知道吗？

i noe its very gay and emo
but yah
dats how I'm feeling now .

with regrets....

♥3/18/2009 05:03:00 AM